after dark.

i just got another two week mc today.
so i guess i'll be doing my own training at home, and hopefully, i'm not lazy enough to apply for my PDL.

recently, a lot has been going through my head, and i wonder if the sun will keep beating as hard.
it's too hot these days to even take a stroll.
i hope it's just the season and not global warming.

i wanna repair my electric, because the mirror seems to have some stain that can't be cleaned.
and this time, i'll let them change the strings because i'm too lazy to do it myself.

i need to go back tekong tomorrow, to endorse my MC.
i wonder if i'll see my friends.

infinity

it's a month plus since i blogged but the main 2 events that took up my time are NS and MC.
it started as a small rash and it spread to both my limbs, and soon i couldn't walk.
but now i can thanks to medication that could ruin my liver.
anyhow, i'm going back to CGH on wednesday for a checkup and hopefully, i can go back to tekong.

during this MC period, i passed my BTT and we managed to celebrate our 3 months together.

although we were both ill, it didn't spoil our day or anything.
i love zoe. (:
she always cracks me up with the funniest things.
and does the cutest things too.
i gave her a bunch of purple flowers because it makes her happy.
and she makes me happy too.

and i'll come out more than a man.

tomorrow, we'll be together for 2 months.
i still remember how she said yes 2 months ago,
under the setting sun,
above the calm waves,
surrounded by palm, sand and people,
and the wind,
and the slightly cloudy sky.
we had ice cream before that.
and a long walk by the beach.

tomorrow, i'll still be feeling the same way about her.
with that sweet smile that never seems to fade
and the same laughter that brought me to her.
all i need to do for us is to love her, myself and us.


well, i'm going to serve my country next monday.
so if war does break out, i hope i can save whoever reads this in time.
83 items upon enlistment and so many more to bring.
honestly, i'm looking forward to it, and i can't wait to make new friends.

Zoo

it's 8:45 and i've finished making zoe's present.
it took me 3 days to make, so i hope she likes it. XD
i'm waiting for her to come before we go to the zoo.

the weather is unforgiving these days, but i hope that today, mother nature can gimme a break.
today is gonna be fun.

where dreams are made of.

tomorrow's 1st of april, i think i might play a small prank on dear if she doesn't read this. XD
we're still going strong, and she did the sweetest thing today.
i think i fell for her all over again. (:

recently, i've been playing FFXIII.
and my dad encourages me to play while my mum tells me to stop.
i like it when dad's at home. XD

still, 1st ZOE <3 then ffxiii.

bad bad bad day.

today, life was screwed up.
the only 3 things good about today was:
1) i got my pay.
2) i'm still alive.
3) i'm still with zoe.

sometimes, i may not understand everything that goes on in life,
but i'll do my best to cope with it.
no, i'll do the best.
and when it's tough,
i'll try harder.
still, it sucks when shit stares at you in the face and you know you gotta pick it up.
obviously, it feels good to wash your hands and disinfect it afterwards.
me? i'm still holding the shit.
and i'm trying my best to bury it.

just like that

and i would never want it any other way.
it has been and still is, a great time with zoe and it can still be greater.
so many ideas, so many things, and all to make it better.
she's been super nice and good to me,
and i just hope that my best will make her feel like how i do, or even better.

i love the little things we do together.

the weather has been unforgiving though.
i wish global warming was a government conspiracy sometimes.

i just finished watching all the episodes of K-ON!
i can't believe that i watch these kinda shows.
but it's good.

somehow, somehow.

maybe it's a little too late to be worrying,
but it's there and it's a piece of paper.

somehow, everything's gonna fall right into place.
if we only had a way to make it fall faster everyday.

i'm gonna reach sch at 2.
i'm gonna wait for my grades.
i'm gonna take it.
i'm gonna go straight home.
and end up drinking either way.
then think about how i wanna live my life.
and dream about how my life could've been for better or worse.

might be afk for a couple of days.
GOOD LUCK

while i dream.

today i spent the whole day with love,
she looks even better today for some reason,
and she looks so good when she smiles, it melts my heart every time.

i love it when it's scenic and just the two of us there,
it makes the world go round. XD

i'm gonna have a good rest tonight, i'm still feeling the effects from natas.
and tonight, i'll dream of someone who has made my dreams come true.

NATAS was FAIR

i just reached home and it's around 1.
i've been sleeping at 1 and waking up at 8 for the past two days before staying at the booth for almost 12 hours straight everyday.
and it has FINALLY, yes, FINALLY ended.

yesterday, my love made lunch for me in a box and brought it over to surprise me.
i feel fortunate to have someone like her, and no one's ever packed lunch for me before.
so it really gave me the strength to continue.
everyday she'll visit me at the fair, i feel fortunate. (:

damage dealt to me by the fair:
1) sore throat
2) super blood shot eyes
3) loss of appetite
4) sick of japanese resorts
5) momentary fear of foreigners

i have my bacardi with me now, i'm gonna take 3 shots and try to K.O until i cannot see the blood in my eyes.

all went well, except that...

except that i dropped my bloody laptop and cracked a corner off.

natas fair was tiring, 12 hours of talking and hardly any breaks.
at least i could get to see her today, it really made my day and drove me on to work. (:

i got my pay for today, in JP yen.

sending fee off later.

i'm tired.

love till our hearts are entangled.

today is a very happy day for me, and someone really special.
because today, approval is at height.

NATAS fair tomorrow.
I'll be working for Hoshinoya Onsen Ryokan (hot springs resort) and advertising their brand to Singaporeans.

as part of my job is to advertise Hoshinoya resorts,
go to this link -->

http://www.hoshinoya.com/en/concept/index.html

for more information.

10 to 10, with an hour's worth of break time.
i'm glad enough the pay's damn good.

and when we gaze,
there's two smiles,
and hearts beating in harmony.

Zero no kotae

i downloaded the Zero no Kotae song by Uverworld the day before.
and i've played it 78 times on my itunes to this very sentence.

it's 5:24 am on this sentence.
and i can't sleep, it's hot.

there's a baby lizard trying to make a habitat out of my desk, and i can't find it.
i'm paranoid that it'll drop on my lap and i'll freak out.
but not as paranoid as some other stuff.
i sometimes wonder if i have grown up.
that's why this time, i'm supposed to see for myself.

it has been a good few days, and i love it when she clutches tighter even if her hands aren't big.
and when we gaze, i'm lost in her.

a day dreaming.

yesterday, i went with zoe to sentosa to experience the new stuff there.
it was a really nice day with overcast skies and hardly any sun,
but due to the rain, it was pretty humid.

still, we had a great time seeing all the stuff there.
first we went to imbiah station which zoe thought was "imbah station" when we saw the map. XD


i took a picture with this goat because i'm born in the year of the goat.

then we took the luge down to beach station,where we decided to go for ice-cream.

here's what happens with zoe and ice-cream

before ice-cream

after ice-cream

the ice-cream guy was just weird.
i said "can i have a macadamia surprise?"
and he replied "strawberry surprise?"
and i'm like "no, macadamia surprise"
then when i asked for a taste test of berryfruit flavour,
he almost went to scoop strawberry until i told him berryfruit AGAIN.
sheesh.

if you ignore the upside down words that says no diving,
it'll look like a sign saying "no surfacing"

i take pride in being able to center pictures well. (:

after the beach, we went to get airbrush tattoos, which i completely forgot to take photos of. XD
but i got a sun tattoo and she got a butterfly tattoo.
i think the sun tattoo makes me look tribal.

soon after, we went to finish our sky rides and luge rides,
then went to Chili's (i think that's the name) at universal studios to eat.
honestly, it wasn't very good, but the service was good.
the waiter came every few moments to check on us, asking to give any comments.

oh, there was this huge Hershey's shop nearby, and a huge Hershey mascot walking around.

if only the choco bar was real.

by then it was already late, and after a quick stop at vivo, we went home.

i found a video of UVERworld this morning, with the song zero no kotae.
watch it because it is super meaningful (a common trait in jap songs)

"they say people remember something before they die,
if that's true i'll probably remember loving."


one time, i asked why people don't make wishes upon stars that stay there,
because shooting stars don't last.
someone told me that shooting stars are rare and better cherished,
because they don't last.
and just like that, life's brighter.

"but still i pray on the last day,
that i'll remember being loved." -UVERworld

live in moderation

everyday passes so slowly,
but yesterday was the slowest.
went out with the fee, hei, zoe, tim and lim to celebrate early birthdays,
and blow re-lightable candles.
eat.shop.eat.shop.eat.shop.
that was what we practically did.

i hope fee uploads photos soon. XD

oh, after lunch, there was this girl who was sleeping by herself at one of the tables.
i dared tim 10 bucks to sit right in front of her and stare at her until she wakes up.
he did it, and she gave him the evils when she woke up.
i had to give tim 10 bucks.
10 dollars!
i would rather give the 10 dollars to charity.
oh wait, i already did when i gave it to him. XD
*claps to myself*

at night, someone relied on me.
i could be depended on.
i'm glad.

they'd get you then kill you.

Karma Police by radiohead
to me, radiohead's a legend.


i need to go shopping later.

for the wrong reasons.

sometimes, i can't understand why things have to be this way.
when a reunion is done for the sole purpose of seeing old friends,
someone gave all the wrong reasons for doing so.
despite some facts, it seems that there's just no point when the class was meant to be this segregated.

i just came back because my dad decided not to play till 2-3.
so i can finally sleep till the sun burns through my eyelids.
i need to exercise tomorrow.
it's been eating, gambling and sleeping these days.
unhealthy.:(



i haven't bathed since 7 plus.
i feel dirty.

Gonna die soon.

this lack of sleep is really getting to me.
i slept at 3, woke up at 7 just now.
and the best part? i've gotta stay awake till at least 2-3am to play cards at my uncle's.

i think i'll intoxicate myself with pineapple tarts till i fall to the ground.

sometimes, when the world is against you and you don't realize it, life's a chore,
so don't be no bitch.

before i know it, it's too much.

i just had 4 glasses of wine and a lot of food.
pretty tipsy now.
and i never get drunk, just very sleepy.

anyhow, i just recalled that the new year season is always the drinking season.
damn i love this season.

i can't wait to put on my new clothes tomorrow.

setsunai

well, tim just left my house moments ago after playing rock band and eating lunch.
and i'm waiting for my bros to finish playing their resident evil 5 so that i can play my star wars.

yesterday was a reunion diner at my mum's side.
had steamboat and champagne to drink last night, pretty nice.

anyhow, tonight's another reunion dinner at my dad's side.
and i can see my new nephew and niece.

btw, i think UVERworld is my fav jap band of all time simply because their compositions are unique.



that's why.

oh, and my unicorn tattoo was badly smudged when i slept with a singlet last night, guess it rubbed onto my pillow while i was turning about.
i could always get another fairytale i guess,
but this fairytale still has an unfinished ending.