I miss love.

12:44am.
can't sleep and don't know why.
fishing later today at 7am, excited, but i should be sleeping.

i admit.
i miss love.
not referring to a person.
but rather the feeling of being in love.
i watch DECENT couples down the street, eating breakfast together, gazing into one another's eyes, holding hands, talking and laughing about the silliest things that keeps that attraction strong.
and i envy them, because i haven't fell in love for a long time.
probably because i yearn for love, but the thought of losing someone you love even the slightest bit is too painful.
it's tiring and miserable.
but hey, that's a price to pay for love.
i think i gotta be more patient, can't neglect my studies now.

"Lucky" by Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat
is making me feel nostalgic.

then again, what can i do to not miss love? hmm, if anyone finds an answer, please tell.

i just bought jason mraz, keane and slipknot's albums today.

guitar grade exam next friday, can't wait to gain some experience.

ugh, and i still can't sleep.
wonder if i'll catch anything big later.....
i'll take pics, that's for sure.

my maid's leaving tomorrow, so it's that time for chores and cooking again.



"oh my, just defying reasons why is an absolutely insane resolution to live by."

one more love song, then bedtime.

It was just how you looked in the light.

UGH.
Tuition from 9:30 to 11:30, rushed down from bugis to school for guitar after that, and guitar ended at 5:30.
Good news, i get to use the school's 1.5K guitar.
but i'll be under-utilising my other guitars. :(

SOANYWAY
hereisthepictureofthestarbuckscups,theoneontheleftistim'sandtheoneontherightismine.XD



yea, can't wait for FOB's new album in Dec.
and i needa save $$ to get stuff from taiwan!
this year, a lot people i know are going taiwan, and i mean a lot.
i'm going on the 6th to 13th.
but i have guitar camp from 1st to 3rd, and two concerts on the 4th and 5th.

OH YEA, PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU WANNA GO FOR tpjc's christmas guitar concert on the 5th of dec in tpjc's auditorium which is FREE for anyone.

ok, i got nothing to do on a friday night.
wow.
i think i'll go eat now.

HIBERNATE

It's been a long time since the last post, mostly because i couldn't find the mood or inspiration to blog. So far the "holidays" were spent going to school, going out with friends, playing PS3, stoning and tuition. Have to say that i kinda miss school days, where you get to see everyone.

These few days, i got time to catch up with the BC.
haha, last sunday, fiona, tim and i went to get heidi's present, which is this "Lovely" perfume by sarah jessica parker.
So tim and i met around 3, and i was stuck watching him do one question of his chem for 2 hours before fiona came. Then we got heidi's present and fiona got us free tickets to this sax concert by Jean Fourmeau with piano acconmpanist Michiyo Haneshi. Haha, i'm gonna leave out some details of the conert.
So anyway, we ate at Bugis junction foodcourt where all of us had beef noodles.
and YES, fiona actually knows that even brown cows can produce milk. XD

Yesterday (Wednesday), Heidi, tim and i met up to help tim with his maths and econs. Fiona couldn't make it. haha, so i met tim first and we grabbed lunch. Then went to starbucks where we settled down to study. I bought a venti size vanilla latte and tim got the same, but tall size.
SO he took a pic of the cup sizes and i don't have it, but will put it up soon!
haha, heidi was 2 hours late for a good reason too, because tim took pretty long to do his maths.
and i passed heidi the perfume, which i wrapped, which is better than someone else's wrapping.
okay, so it got cold and we went outside.
heidi took my phone and spammed it with her face.



haha, and put it on my wallpaper.

so we basically sat there until 7, went to eat dinner at foodcourt(and i had beef noodles again)stayed till 9 and went home.


It's really good to have friends who were with me for 4 years to meet up and are ready to have another eternity of friendship.

haha, and there's still some more things to do!
1)PRAWNING
2)BC SLEEPOVER

Tim: if you read this, please send me the pic of the starbucks cups.


It was tough gripping on, not for me but for us.
We wouldn't let you slip into the trench, but yet you struggled to get in.
At first, we didn't know why, but as it became more evident, we let go,
and we rose.