Sunday, August 3, 2008

the sunday post.

why? i don't know why.
why can't i keep you out of my head?
why can't i stop seeing you?
why can't you just get lost?
why do you appear when i don't want to see you?
why are you everywhere?
is it because i'm nuts?
or because it's retribution for what i've done?
is it because i'm dying and that's why i see things i don't want to?
or because we've been through so much, too much.

i hate you.

go away.

i hate crying when i think of you.

i hate dreaming of you.

i hate going to the places we've been.

i hate seeing you in my head.

i don't need you.

just get lost.

far away.

just go.

you never apologised.

you changed.

now you're someone else.

stranger to my heart.

poison to my soul.

i tried all i could.

i never want to try.

just go.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

RANE@HX

U r the coolest dude I know and I knew how hard it is to be in this phase of life... the world has 2 sides to it, u always have a positive and negative choice to dealing with things. U can see a world full of colour and u can see it in complete dullness. U choose.
But in which ever decision that u make or choose u would need the courage, a cool and calm mind to see a bigger picture behind things that happen favourably (to ur liking) and things that don't. U have come so far in overcoming all the obstacles life gives u. U have done really well. It's ok not to be perfect and it's ok to feel hurt and sad. But do not dwell in the sadness for it's an excuse and an endless pit that will swallow u whole. U have a star in u but it has been over shadowed by a small grey cloud in ur heart. Live free, be brave to push that cloud away and u will see how bright the star in u can shine in ur unique sky.