where dreams are made of.

tomorrow's 1st of april, i think i might play a small prank on dear if she doesn't read this. XD
we're still going strong, and she did the sweetest thing today.
i think i fell for her all over again. (:

recently, i've been playing FFXIII.
and my dad encourages me to play while my mum tells me to stop.
i like it when dad's at home. XD

still, 1st ZOE <3 then ffxiii.

bad bad bad day.

today, life was screwed up.
the only 3 things good about today was:
1) i got my pay.
2) i'm still alive.
3) i'm still with zoe.

sometimes, i may not understand everything that goes on in life,
but i'll do my best to cope with it.
no, i'll do the best.
and when it's tough,
i'll try harder.
still, it sucks when shit stares at you in the face and you know you gotta pick it up.
obviously, it feels good to wash your hands and disinfect it afterwards.
me? i'm still holding the shit.
and i'm trying my best to bury it.

just like that

and i would never want it any other way.
it has been and still is, a great time with zoe and it can still be greater.
so many ideas, so many things, and all to make it better.
she's been super nice and good to me,
and i just hope that my best will make her feel like how i do, or even better.

i love the little things we do together.

the weather has been unforgiving though.
i wish global warming was a government conspiracy sometimes.

i just finished watching all the episodes of K-ON!
i can't believe that i watch these kinda shows.
but it's good.

somehow, somehow.

maybe it's a little too late to be worrying,
but it's there and it's a piece of paper.

somehow, everything's gonna fall right into place.
if we only had a way to make it fall faster everyday.

i'm gonna reach sch at 2.
i'm gonna wait for my grades.
i'm gonna take it.
i'm gonna go straight home.
and end up drinking either way.
then think about how i wanna live my life.
and dream about how my life could've been for better or worse.

might be afk for a couple of days.
GOOD LUCK

while i dream.

today i spent the whole day with love,
she looks even better today for some reason,
and she looks so good when she smiles, it melts my heart every time.

i love it when it's scenic and just the two of us there,
it makes the world go round. XD

i'm gonna have a good rest tonight, i'm still feeling the effects from natas.
and tonight, i'll dream of someone who has made my dreams come true.

NATAS was FAIR

i just reached home and it's around 1.
i've been sleeping at 1 and waking up at 8 for the past two days before staying at the booth for almost 12 hours straight everyday.
and it has FINALLY, yes, FINALLY ended.

yesterday, my love made lunch for me in a box and brought it over to surprise me.
i feel fortunate to have someone like her, and no one's ever packed lunch for me before.
so it really gave me the strength to continue.
everyday she'll visit me at the fair, i feel fortunate. (:

damage dealt to me by the fair:
1) sore throat
2) super blood shot eyes
3) loss of appetite
4) sick of japanese resorts
5) momentary fear of foreigners

i have my bacardi with me now, i'm gonna take 3 shots and try to K.O until i cannot see the blood in my eyes.