I miss love.

12:44am.
can't sleep and don't know why.
fishing later today at 7am, excited, but i should be sleeping.

i admit.
i miss love.
not referring to a person.
but rather the feeling of being in love.
i watch DECENT couples down the street, eating breakfast together, gazing into one another's eyes, holding hands, talking and laughing about the silliest things that keeps that attraction strong.
and i envy them, because i haven't fell in love for a long time.
probably because i yearn for love, but the thought of losing someone you love even the slightest bit is too painful.
it's tiring and miserable.
but hey, that's a price to pay for love.
i think i gotta be more patient, can't neglect my studies now.

"Lucky" by Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat
is making me feel nostalgic.

then again, what can i do to not miss love? hmm, if anyone finds an answer, please tell.

i just bought jason mraz, keane and slipknot's albums today.

guitar grade exam next friday, can't wait to gain some experience.

ugh, and i still can't sleep.
wonder if i'll catch anything big later.....
i'll take pics, that's for sure.

my maid's leaving tomorrow, so it's that time for chores and cooking again.



"oh my, just defying reasons why is an absolutely insane resolution to live by."

one more love song, then bedtime.